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  Lord do you have the time, to listen to me sing,  Or are you busy with some other thing?  The question I lay ate your feet and upon your ears,  I have fostered and dread for so many years.  Am I damned for the entire world to see,  Or has the Father truly forgiven one such as me?  Dark and deep seeded dreams with a lost melancholy face,  I am left to wonder this earth as a ghost, leaving nary a trace.    Harboring nightmares to shiver the very soul,  Though I such all my life, I find nothing to fill this hole.  Lord I beg ye and plead please hear this song,  I am sorry for where I have gone wrong.  Alas I no longer a

Sleepy eyes stare up at me from the fold in my arms; a little head lay nestled and happy. His sweet blue eyes watch every move I make. I look down at him and smile, my baby boy such a sweet word. I think he will be alright and be better than I ever was, at least I pray he is.  Not a whimper or a cry as I lay him down in his bed. He sucks his pacifier and closes his eyes. I watch him for a bit longer hoping he knows my love for him. As I bend to kiss his soft cheek he smiles and coos; my sweet lil’ wonder. As he drifts off to sleep I wonder about his future and hope I am there to see him grow into a man. To see what wonders he will acc